2010 Family Pictures

So it's been some time now since we had some family photos taken .. Okay truth is we NEVER have had family pictures done, well not professional anyway. So I decided to take some family photos/mini diva photos/maternity pics taken. The photographer is Kimberly Ragusa, and I have to say she is AMAZING!! Here is just a sneak peek of the pics!! Enjoy!!

Scary Advice? Helpful Advice? Do I really need it?

So with  the roller coaster called my pregnancy I have been all over the map. To call this pregnancy normal would be a joke, it has been anything but normal. Well today should have come as no surprise that I once again found myself having issues. I have not felt the little man for a day or so, so at my checkup they hooked me  to a stress test and everything came back okay. Now after my visit the doctor "checks" me to see if I am having and dilation. Sure enough I am. So he tells me that he feels that it could be any day now, and being almost 35 weeks he would not stop labor if it were to happen. He didn't seem concerned so why should I? Well I wasn't until facebook...

I am a sharing person, I put myself out there and I know what I say, my thoughts and everything that goes on in my life will be open for advice and comments. Well I put what the doc said on facebook and it man did it open for comments. Everything anyone said came from love and support I will tell  you that. But telling me how he could contract RSV, lung issues among another long list of issues really got me worried. Where I was feeling fine about this, overwhelmed 100% but fine now has me thinking all these what ifs! Why didn't the doctor mention lung shots, RSV and all these things that can go wrong, why wasn't I warned?! He seemed okay and fine with it all .. Why is he so fine! Great now I am a nervous wreck! Which has me thinking .. is advice really helpful? I mean I welcome anyone's opinions, don't get me wrong, but is it hypocritical for me to not want to hear anything that could happen with my unborn son? Now I went from just worried about getting everything ready  to now worrying that he could contract some disease and die! Man I need chocolate .. STAT!

So Many Updates ..

Well first off thank you to  those who haven't clicked the "unsubscribe" button after I have been away for so long. It's been a wild time for me and trust me I plan on updating today!! First order of business:

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yayy!!! The LAST birthday of my twenties and I have to say it just feels like any other day! lol .. I guess with everything going on I just kinda feel blah today. But I feel like I should celebrate it so I will!
So now on to the updates:
I know everyone is wondering how the pregnancy is going and its going okay. I am in my 8 month and drum roll: IT'S A BOY!!! Yes the diva is having a boy! I don't think that mini diva gets it just yet, but it will be interesting to see how she handles all this baby boy business when he is actually here. There are days where I think she gets it but others I am not so sure. So far the pregnancy has had some major rough spots, for a while there we thought we were not going to be able to save this pregnancy, but after a long road and LOTS of hospital visits we are on a smooth track. I wish I could say the same about my back pain and having trouble walking, but it's so worth it and I wouldn't have it any other way. My due date is Christmas Day but it looks like we are going to schedule a induction for the 21st so say lots of prayers!

On another note, I have changed not only jobs but I am back enrolled in school. Crazy how everything seems to change at not the exactly right time, but I am embracing it. So far I am loving the new job and well school is well, tough. Again, not exactly the right time for me to want to go back! lol

Well I am going to keep today's post short but I will be back on track like I was before! Thanks for sticking with me and all the emails and comments wondering how I was .. I missed my blogging family and its good to be home! :)